Anonymous asked: I feel so guilty. My parents got divorced because of me and my mom doesn't hesitate to tell me that she neglects me for my brother and she doesn't love me because my twin brother didn't survive like I did. My brother hit me when I was younger and when my dad came home my brother would lock me in the bathroom until I stopped crying. He doesn't hit me anymore but he still verbally abuses me. And I so fed up with life
That sounds horrible, and I am so sorry to hear you have to go through this. I’m very sorry it took me so long to reply to this, had a few battles of my own to fight.
The only real thing I can say is you are strong. You are amazing and you are beautiful. Don’t feel guilty. I doubt it was totally your fault and your twin brother you couldn’t help. You just have to try and look forward to the future. Think of the day when you can move out. Move away from your family, away to a new life. Keep your friends close. Maybe stay with other family members if you can, grandparents or aunties and uncles? Just try and give yourself breaks, just try to stay as strong as possible. Push through. Cause I believe you can.
I hope you make it through all of this. You deserve a better life.
You deserve to be happy and maybe one day you will be. You just have to get to that one day. <3 <3 <3
